It is my great pleasure to introduce you to Michelle, who has volunteered to share with us her journey as she embarks upon Empower – Lifestyle Upgrade. I have worked with Michelle before and when she is determined to do something, she goes above and beyond to get it done. I am excited to see how she goes following the program. I have asked Michelle to be brutally honest with her findings and I thank her for doing so. We will be hearing from Michelle once a week to see how she is progressing. Goodluck Michelle!
Hello,
My name is Michelle. I’m 33 years old this coming April, I’ve been married for almost 8 years and am a mother of two (my eldest is 4 & 1/2 years and youngest has just turned 2). I work full time (3 days in the office and 2 days at home).
I am doing the Empower 5 week program to re-focus my goals and energy on to my health and fitness. Why you may ask? Let me start from the beginning……………
During my first pregnancy I had a lot of back trouble – mainly sciatica issues and was in a fair bit of pain most of the time, I also had terrible morning sickness and so exercise wasn’t high on my list of things to do. I put on more weight than I would have liked (20kgs) and I had trouble losing it. I really only lost all my pregnancy weight just prior to getting pregnant with my second child.
I still had horrible morning sickness during my second pregnancy but didn’t have the back issues this time around so managed to get in more exercise and plus being a mother of a two year old at the time – you don’t get a chance to sit down and feel sorry for yourself anyway! So I was a lot more mobile this time around and generally happier!
After giving birth I vowed to myself that I would not let the baby weight hang around this time, but that I wanted to lose the weight sensibly and in a way that was sustainable. I wanted to change my outlook on exercise and eating for life not just in the short term.
I really really love good food – so I wanted to lose weight and not be suffering because I couldn’t eat….. that would just depress me!! I managed to lose all the weight (total pregnancy weight gain was 18kgs) over a period of 12 months. I utilised the help of PT Suzie from Reve Womens Health and Fitness and began exercising more regularly and eating better – cutting out the snacks and treating myself occasionally as opposed to every day.
It can be hard and overwhelming to try and figure out how to fit in exercise with 2 young children but I did it by incorporating all my every day daily activities as part of my exercise…… going up and down the stairs a few more times, doing squats when picking up the kids toys, walking up to the park with the kids more frequently, playing chasing games and doing silly dances to music with the kids….. It was all exercise!!! Also, once I broke out of the habit of treating myself (because that’s what it was – a habit) then it became easy and routine.
I set myself a goal which was to enter the body and soul 9km Sydney Harbour Bridge run in September 2011 and with Suzie I trained to increase my fitness levels to reach my goal! It wasn’t easy at the time with sick kids, work and basically just a hectic life, but I had set my goal and I was determined to stick with it and I achieved it! My aim was to just finish the run – but I was ecstatic when I actually finished the run before the cut off time!
Then things went a little down hill. I had achieved my goal so I started to slack off a bit, my youngest had been quite sick and would continue to be sick on and off for what ended up being close to 8 months! Both my children are pretty terrible sleepers and they were also mucking up at night during this time, my hubby and I got sick a few times, work was crazy….. a combination of lack of sleep and just pure exhaustion led to some bad habits starting up again.
I started treating myself again!
You know, on the odd occasion that I did ever get to watch the Oprah show and they were airing a show about people who have problems with food e.g. emotional eating etc I always thought to myself – I am so lucky I don’t have issues with food! Yeah sure I love my food, but I never ate when I was upset or angry or happy – I didn’t eat to fulfil an emotional need……. Or so I thought…..
I came to the realisation that all my little treats were to reward myself for a hard days work and it was how I relaxed. Finally once the kids had gone to bed and hubby and I had an hour or two by ourselves I would sit down to watch a show on TV and relax and unwind…..and get myself a treat (a packet of chips or bowl of popcorn or a chocolate) to reward myself!
And while this probably isn’t a problem once a week…..lets face it – every day is a hard/busy day so I was rewarding myself every day! To top it off it was then Christmas and New Years which meant lots of dinners and lunches etc etc and I have put back on a couple of the kgs that I had lost.
I have come to the conclusion that I have lost my focus and with the help of Suzie and this program I want to get my focus back on the right track!! My aim is to lose the kgs I have put back on, and more as while I have lost my pregnancy weight, I still have more weight to lose. I want to get back into my healthy eating for life groove and incorporate more exercise back in to my daily routines.
I will be sharing my progress with you over the next 5 weeks and I hope you will enjoy sharing the journey with me.
(photo – “I think that I chose this photo as if reminds me of the goal I have already achieved & inspires me to want to achieve more. When I look at it it makes me feel proud & excited of what I achieved!”)